What to do...What to do!

I am at a point in my life where I have decided I really need to think about the future. I need to accept where I am in my life, but be willing to change. Change is pretty difficult for me. This may not be obvious to everyone I know since I seem to change my look or where I live on a whim! I really do put a lot of thought into change. I want to constantly be the best I can be, and be where and who God wants me to be!

This is where I run into problems. I have a hard time hearing what God says. I may not be listening intently enough...I may also be ignoring Him because I don't always like what he says (such as the time I changed my major in college with one semester to go!! People still don't understand that one!).

I really need to dig into the Scriptures more and be in prayer more. There are two main things I am thinking about right now, and they are pretty major things. Please pray that I can listen to what He wants, and ignore myself!

Trust...

I am learning more every day about trust. I have a hard time trusting people, and I always have. Events in my more recent past have made it even harder. I really feel that God is trying work on that area of my life, and I am fighting back like it is nobody's business. Why am I having such a hard time trusting the only person who can truly be trusted?

God has put so many events in my life lately so that I can learn to trust. I admit, I am failing. I am making a conscious effort now to trust! It will be, and is, difficult. Another life lesson... As a kid you think you will have it all figured out when you grow up. Boy is that terrible logic!!!

Drive-In

A big group of us from church went to the drive-in on Friday night. It was sooo much fun. We watched Kung Fu Panda - Hilarious! - and Iron Man. I recommend everyone do this.

I'm posting a picture of us in all our awesomeness!!

Friends

I just want to take a minute to talk about how great all of my friends are. I have so many friends from all over the country. I would not have made it this far in my life without them. I appreciate my friends who have stuck by me with all of the drama that has gone on in my life. Especially these last few years. It means the world to me that no matter how tough things get, I know you will always be there for me to talk to or to cry with or to just sit with.

I love that we can get into HUGE arguments, we can have bad days where we treat each other like crap, we can be completely selfish at times, yet no matter what, things work themselves out. We are honest about things, and it is a mutual respect for the other persons feelings.

I know what true friendship is, and I wouldn't trade it for anything.

Thank you for making me laugh and cry. Thank you for the good and the bad. Thank you for YOU!!

I love you all!

In other news...

I have a doctor's appointment coming up next week that I'm a bit worried about. I am requesting prayer that everything goes okay, and the test results are good.

My niece was born with a cyst in her nose, and they were going to have to do surgery. We just found out that it has burst on it's own, so no surgery for the baby!! Yay!!

My dad might be moving in with my brother in Kentucky, so that would take a lot of stress and worry out of my life. I really hope he decides to move soon!!